To Tell you the truth I was fcking terrified to come back and even write this journal.. It took alot for me to do so..
I need to knock some sense into myself..
I'm so sorry guys.. I had alot of things I wanted to type but now I'm at loss. This is all i could manage.
I'm a freaking messed up individual...
But i don't feel happy. For my own reasons.
One of which because my dog, is sitting out in the heavy rain alone.
See, he was always afraid of rain. Always trying to claw inside.
Now he's not. I'm scared of what I think is going to happen.
And yet, I don't feel , like I care.
But I do. I'm very very confused.
I honestly don't like to express anything here.
I feel like doing skype.